manifostoo

ok right now pull every thing out of your pocket. right now i mean it. what is there for me it is a
phone, money , math home work and tissiu paper. what im trying to show is that even on ourt person
here are exsample for mine and your flase sense of power and struggle for freedom is a envorment
that wont allow it. right now that money is suppose to be . i got 23$ of power now what does that
mean? does that translate to 23$ of free expresstion absoulte "freedom and invidulauism"? well no i feel all this the money the phone is all issluioson and a false sens of power and of freedom. really
those dallors what are they? green pieces of cotton with zotica signgs and green portis of dead rich
guys. is that really worth any thing? no i think it is worth that becuase we trust that it is and go along for it and pretend to our sleves to each other that these mass produced green tissuie papers are worth any thing. so do i really have those 23$ of power as i mentioned no i got pretend power
cant buy me more muscles less leg hair but it could get me things to make me really happy but instead give me shot term happiense and content till i need those items again.so am i happy well i will be untill i buy those things again.and again again and again so on anjd so on. what im tryign to get at is this pursuit o happenes and freedom the way that we have it is enslavement it self and we are miss informed and brian washed t beleive we have power when it all really pretend. also that
our envorment dicatae our power freedoms and indivasilum. when banach said in the forth part he said "This would be to act in bad faith, to try to identify myself with my desires, or my plans, or my circumstances" when we are effected mostly by our surcumstances even not the imddtiate ones like i lost my keys or my cell phone turns off by it self but how the fundimentals of our understanding of the world around us is a tool to hold back our own freedom and "true sleves" problyt we need not to understand our world or try to but except what it is and understand in the whole unsurtenity of it all instead of this over dramticty bitchy search for the the freedom when it wasnt there. This is big game of pertend that as like a small seed branched and rown to a mighty tree that cuases tons of problems and some thing known as self slavery.as i was sayign was our flase senes of indivulsium is given to us to by many forms from the movie that i showed before to the way poeple make commerce ad how orders it self around and that it self ensalves our sleves. that this quest of absuolute freedom gives us illstion and makes us fall for them. this serch to be a free or to have freedom is like the bait we go in to and pretend we have power when it is it all real crap. i think we need to see that what is limiting us is the envorment we are in and how these indivualis are effected by it.( how most people see tem selves




the culture we are in nothing seems more valued then individuality constant new products and marketing stargerys trying to reach the individual in every one. this idea that we are away from the wholecreates a wonderful field of selling new products that show the individually in us all. such as

custom clothing, ipod, computers, tattoos are all ways to some how reach to that part of us that wants to be the only one. it is hard for reading this lecture and not saying i heard this before ? or what is he going to get at and sell me some thing all ready. i feel that this is getting at the

idea we are all special is not new nor is it well thought out. for example kids in grade school are singing songs about how sepical they are to raise there selfastem such as songs like the star songs

and others that prasiees kids , where like much of Banach is saying we are all free indivuals and never know whos feeling what and we are free as our selves by our selves. But how free are we really. This is the growth of people using the internet. If we are all these indivuals and free ones then why is thre an increase in depresstion and why is internet use following that.this game of pretend in the basic aspects of life.If you want the bacics in life you need a lot and go thorugh hoops obsticals im saying are so compicated. why would any human want anohter human to bounce and weevles there way to getting a roof over there head? it is like we set up a really hard game just to fuck with poeple. ok lets go thourgh what it is like to sell a house now and to sell one later. for this im getting my mom marisa which has worked for 20 years or so in relastate.



interview with mom.
me: so mom i been thinking how many poeple are involded in the buying and selling one house or a

realastate?
mom:well the listing the broker the lawer for the buyers lawer for the seller. a home inspetor you have an morage broker , appraiser , bank lender, title company, insurance and only if there is no problems then there is problmes then enginrees and who knows how many people would need to deal with

one house.
oh also there are also 2 brokers and 2 lawers did i say that.
me: mom asre all these things needed?
mom: well not all but they serve a purpose but it is becuase it is about the money and they dont

trust each other or feel that they cant. poeple at closeing get pety and get emtioanl and it gets crazy. why so such for some thing so basic? why is there this need to take advantage of one another and every one is trying to gain from some ones need of a house and put these poeple in a some constrant and makeing thre lives hard just so some one could get some paper that has arabic symblos on it that they can give to a teller who hates there job becuase there in a fish bowl to get pretend power to get them selves something of how meaningless there jobs such as being present to watch some one sighn a paper.
this game of pretend that poeple take so seroiuly is not nice either we all know of the the forclosers the banks the seeming growing narcissisms in our socity why where is thisw coming from and how are these things being renforced and ratcied so regualtiry. well i feel there is a fundmental basic expetence of the good and evil and usally poepel make them selves evil this is basic but i think powerfull becuase it makes teams and holds others lower then the other person and self becomes more important. now this idea that one is what fuels many selfish ideas and this idea of gain is the motive to capitalism,selishness and this prevestion of human nature that seems to live in the leasing room. this idea of there bad im good leads to alot of wroung things. one every infomous exsample is regan and concain. during one of the longest good vs evil battles is the cold war during this time alot of wroung things and horrible actions where poeple where put in to test rooms to see if they would make good mind controllys some that where failed lost all there memorys. another one the cia gave inmatews new expermental drugs for the time in exchnage the inmates where given herion to feed there preoius addction.these where all test that where down to destory the coumisnt treat but one of the worse is when cia gave cocain to south american rebels to sell back to u.s citzens so the rebels to fund there cuase in destorying the evil communist goverment. this i think has cuased an up roar in destoryed lives by voilicne over does and many poeple are now living with the counsiquese of this trade. now here is a question i have an answer to that relates to this it is if ragan wanted to why not make drugs some leagal? he could just put a huge tax and have the tax of those preoducts sent to these groups and booyah. well 1 these grouops where nice oftehn acting like terropuust killing many cioncent and so sayign where helping out luad could cuase anger from the russians. another thing is illeagel things tend to sell better expectally if it is dispoable. there is a saying called " codmodifie your definance" this is how drugs moslty muriajjan is being treated. by haveing it illegeal but at the same time haveing tons of moives galormizing drugs as a way to get back at the man or fun act is just what is wanted.
by giving money to buy drugs it is going in to a net work where probly reagans actw are still in place and if not then there is more money made from these supstances being illgeal meaning movie wise culturely wise. this happened during the proabition days where achole was illgeal there where more acholics here is some thing i got from wiki The illegal production and distribution of liquor, or bootlegging, became rampant, and the national government did not have the means or desire to enforce every border, lake, river, and speakeasy in America. In fact, by 1925 in New York City alone

there were anywhere from 30,000 to 100,000 speakeasy clubs.[2]" many poeple came to power in those days like the mafia grew boot leggers and moon shine where now almost folk heros fighting the goverment much like pot heads are now a days such as jay and slient bob. what im trying to say is every thign is being deisghened for poeple to try drugs or to do drugs over all to make poeple perfect consumers. in fact popele now assume who is a consumer of these things based on what they where or maybe carry them selves. drugs have become so synonmise in culture that we know a coffe junkie a pot head , a herion adddict and a achollic. and usally these are glaorized in one way or another.one time i was takeing the train is wasnt that late maybe 9 at night going home. across from where 2 women middle aged one had a red trench coat the other had a scaf both older not old but they had some grays. any way they where looking at me and wispering for a while looked back and did it again now i looked for a refelction to see if i had booger some where. i didnt. then one woemn says loudly to ther other, " you know kids these days are smoking so much and it is so bad. " looking at me i was confised beucase i dont smoke i didnt any thign on me that would some how intel i did. the other lady responed saying " they are so younge and there brains dont grow well from smokeing drugs." im really confused here then at 77th street they get off one looks at me and is shaking her head like she just scolded me. now this si what baffles me i never done any drug im not around poeple who do so why they assumed i was probly becuase of my age but to me thsi shows how poeple assue others are consumers and it shows what poeple expect from one another and if enough poeple expect it from you , you might do it. this now goes in to sexuallity race abd the bull shit it all is. now loook at this when some one is straight or a person is gay it is more than who they have sex with it turns in to aexpected action and culture these poeple are ment to have all this is very conridicting.in freuden psycology most "straight" male culture are really homo eroctic.for exsample when i was younge i got light sabers and toy guns now with the light saber i would fight my brother to frueden way of looking at it is
that i was in a penis duel with my brother to show that i am the better male and i would win alot. the guns are the same thing we play the game shooting bullets at one another and this is a gain very penis like instead of trying to stab one another like rape we are now diectlty shooting at one another you can see where im going yes it is simlar as a bunch of guys shooting sperm at one another and this is how males prove who is more masculine. much like some really crazy party where they are really happy party. but these are all what is expected of a striaght male also in sports where men are thought to compete to prove who is better gang rapes for exsample all the males in them are usally straight but the idea of it is homo erotic. it is that the poepel involed are have sex with one anohter just not with each other and the girl is the tool for them to have all these sexual feelings tougher. this labeling that has spawned from our indivliauism not to be a lable cuases alot of conridctions such as that. (other exsamples is male althelets ofthen would watch a porn tougher and masterbait tougher and this is striaght.) males are ofthen told to prove there cock by hurting poeple and labeling people and treating them as things. what i see is that males are told to be very self oriented and just see there own needs in this dog eat world poeple have convinced them selves to live in.this has gone to far now a days a women is raped every 3 seconds (transforming a rape culture) why is this just how men are? no we re tahought that way and are turned to monsters not just by other men but women older poeple and tv shows. women i think have to see how what they expect of men or how men are pretraded is wroung and rapeist like.these traits of a rapiest are now favored by most men and women. maybe seeing the next twilght movie isnt a good idea becuase supporting a movie that has TONS of rape untertones and alienates poeple from thir sexual sleves is the wroung thing to do. prephaps talking to your freind on how much you would like to fuck some stranger with her baby isnt the best either becuase we all get it you have a dick.this is alot of the american way and consumer capirtlsist way " lets help the wolrd by helping our pockets" human nature becuase of this has been completely preverted by this syteam of the self lableing and puting the self over the reast of the world is now the image of men and how humans are in gerneal. poeple say humans are aniamals and are only for them sleves it has always been that way and will.i heard this alot and it came to the idea that being nice was dumb. now a days we have enough of an understanding of human evloultion to know that no one likes an ass hole even 10000s of years ago if a member was taleing more then theyre sharre they where problyly not liked and thus where kicked out and didnt mate becuase no one wants to make sex with a person a who is an ass hole. now what im trying to say is when you constantly excpet action from poeple they will do it. they will buy what they are expected to buy eat what is excpeted they will bnecome the best consumer even if they are anti consumers, "the biggest consumer boom was the anti consumer boom."centry of the self. why would poeple who think to buying is bad buy things. well they came to the conculshtion that banach came to that we are all islands and that the only thing that matters is them selves becuase in this big (thought to be) 13 billlion light year universe that the only think you could change is your self and only your self and thats is the only thing you and that whats is should is your self. how fucked up is that and becuase of this belife they where easy to market to. and they put it in there own bubble. and this was the growth of narrcism in our culture. one exsample i thought was kyles question. he said asked me who leaves a better life a man who eats bread and water for 1000 years or a man who is a herion addict and leaves only for 20?" i thought that the the man who lives for 10000 years would becuase even though he may not be the life of the party he would be able to help more poeple also the person them self could live a more meaningfull life. i think this somes up our lives to most poeple if you feel good about then it is good. like chease burgers. ok now look chese burgers are alot of poeples snack lunch and if any thing just some thing your going to turn to shit. poele out them selves in such harm and rename what ever they are going to eat like cow back meat is steak, cow ass is rib eye or some thing.OH and burger is what ever is left over and stuffed in to a piece of there lower instestant that would hold there shit so put it in a bun make it a foot long and take it to a ball game to practie your gender rolling. also why is it that poeple see it natrual to eat meat? my aunt mirvera ( thinking i been indorianted by the white girl) said "we have always ate meat, since the dawn of time i mean look at the fossile you like pelotolgy right" well the pelotolagist have enough bones on human elevtion to fit in to the trunck of car ( not much) and we cant judge from that what they ate and didnt becuase we havent found many jaws. if we look at the anonmy of humans and compare it to a carivioer it i reallly differt. the intestites are \much smaller than ours then lts say a cows who has a long intestant to that like ours takes up a huge chunk of our torso. the 9 nines well horses have the same theeth so do gorillas and they dont eat meat. chimps those mean ass holes of the animal world are close to us but not as close as the bonobos who dont eat meat and just fuck to deal with there problems.to base this on sciencfic idea that hasnt been true is not good to do. also science is wroung thats what makes it fun. like art it changes with the times. during the 50s a neanderthal was usally thought to have darker skin and look dumb while the smarter cromagons where white and great. this was wroung the neaderthals lived in france and germany and during the ice age didnt get much sun while the cromagons where right out of aferica so i think you see what im saying the cromagons where black and smater but the sciencst didnt like that so pretended like ti didnt happen. also the idea od evoultion now a days is all wroung poeple se it like pokemon that a fish had to turn to a human ( where the final stage!!!!) it was never ment to be like this we could revert back to a like creature fish given enought time. now poeple say evoule from aniamls like where done. that is like saying when a cat stands on two legs ( happens alot) they are not cats. they will be cats no matter the form. so this misconvied idea of evoulshion is takeing to the relams of meteaphorises. thats what catapillers do to turn in to butterflys. thats not evoulshtion but poeple see it that way. poeple use science takes things and really dont look at them the right way or what they really mean have you heard some one say "i dont belive in god i belive in the big bang" look at the big bang idea. there was nothing the BOOM fucking every thing! this is a creation story much like any other like the greeks like japense one where there is nothing then boom. the big bang is every god like there is prolbly more to it then just a big pop. what cuased it how did it get there is the big question and just sayign big bang is saying what happen in both cases of classic creation and sciences one. if you belive in any thing please look it up. like why big bang there wasnt any sound so what cuased the bang? no air for fire so what happen? the easy answer is expected usally and the big bang like the creation myth is just a knee kick reaction that we could say quickly with out knowing it.

over all i hoped to convae the idea that we are wroung . it is easyer to find it the worung then the right maybe but i think uncerantiy and to keep an open mind is the better thing to do till you get to a right thing to do. now im going to be adding to this when some thing pops up like goverent , starwars, where history is wroung and when some thing hits me. liek object subject. i can keep going


also to spell cheack....